So, after forgiving him for lying to me about being dead and making me go through hell for so long my boyfriend has the guts to tell me that I don't care? Wtf!? I mean he hasn't even talked to me constantly so I could have told him how I felt about his lack of communication with me. Wtf does he want?! I can't fucking stand it! Ok, so I've changed. We both did. But he should have thought about that before he went off lying about dying. Did he think about what that would do to me??? At all?! Ugh! Men are brain shrinked! Do they have their brains up their ass? Or at te tip of their cocks? I swear men are so not worthy of bearing children. And I don't know why I said that...
The thing is that, I love him. And I hate that I love him so much that it makes me pathetic. He makes me so angry that I find myself with black tears streaming down my cheeks almost everyday. Not to mention it is the end of the month and still...no sign of him. Will he ever really come back to me? Will I continue to dream on like a pathetic young woman who doesn't know if it's real? What is real in this part of my life?
-Realitee
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