Wednesday, November 17, 2010

The Break

So ever had that one moment where you know you love each other but you just need time apart...for a while?
Yeah I've finally realized that I need to let him go, for a while.
I have never felt this way about any guy in my life. Not even for Johnny Depp who I am secretly married to. Of course he doesn't know it. Hence the secret part.
The thing is I can't cry anymore. I want to so bad but the tears don't come. I've out cried myself. Which is a good thing my friends would say. Thing is, I broke down already and it still didn't get me him. He needs his space and I'm willing to give it to him. Don't know how long but I'll wait.
I know my friends think I'm crazy to do this but I love him as much as it hurts to love him.
He says he loves me, he'll find me when he's ready. But reality is...I hope it's not too late when he does.

Song of the week: "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis

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