Hope or Escape?

Well, tomorrow is Thanksgiving.
Usually around this time I'm so down do to the fact that I can't eat how I would love to eat on Thanksgiving!
Diets are crucial in my life. I gotta look good. :]
Anyways, it's been 3 weeks almost 4 since I told my EX about the "situation" and well I've been thinking that maybe the time apart is what we really need. Don't know if by time apart I'm trying to find a way of copping this type of loss but I do know that I miss him like crazy. Bad thing is, there's a complication.
A new guy has entered my life and it's insane! The way we met of course.
Turns out we've gone to school together since I was in the 2nd grade. Small world? Hell yeah!
Anywho, he is really into me and I like him too. Maybe not enough for him to be my boyfriend who knows what the feelings I have can lead to. Of course, I won't end up loving him because I know that my full heart belongs to someone else. I just hope that he realizes it before it's too late and I end up taking my heart back by mistake. SO, having a guy here next to me telling me he wants to cook for me, is definitely something to look forward to. Maybe I won't be spending the holidays' alone like I thought. :] Reality is, I like this guy and I might give him a shot but like all reality...am I really trying to move on or am I using him as a crutch?

Song of the week: "Walk Away" by Paula DeAnda