Both. Why is it so easy to really like someone and become vulnerable? It's almost like the infection that I had growing on the side of my neck. It's just growing and growing and I want it to go away so bad. I'm even crying now which is stupid to do because that's only proof that I really care about him and I'm fighting it so bad. I'm fighting the urge to want to be with him. Thing is there might be a possibility that he might be playing me. Or might even not want anything with me anymore. He did get far with me I have to admit. God I'm so stupid. I might become a nun after this post. Probably not have a life. I guess being alone is just part of my life. I better get used to it. Cuz reality is...I dont know anymore. I don't know if we are going to work out at all. I really like him...
Song of the Week: "Almost Lover" by Fine Frenzy
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