What don't I know? I don't know if I'm making the right choices when it comes to dating guys. I don't know if tomorrow I will be alive. I don't even know if I'm truly happy right now. I've felt happy, happier than I have in a long time. But I feel as if any time soon, it will all get stripped away and my insides will just hang bare again and just bring me back to the same dark hole I was in. Maybe I just don't know how to choose them. Why can't men be like car rentals. You could probably go take them for a spin for a day or two and just see how they run and if they are comfortable but we all know it's not like that. This past weekend was amazing. Just don't know if it was TRULY, amazing for them too. Sometimes, I wish I had some type of super power like Professor X from X-men where I could just zero in on some one's thoughts and just POW! I know what they are thinking. That would be sweet. But reality is, nobody can do that. So, again, I'm back to wondering whether I am being played or just actually sincerely liked. I guess there's only one thing left to do in reality, and that is to wait and see...
Song of the Week: "When it Rains" by Paramore
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