Monday, January 10, 2011

I Don't Care...

As easy as that. I really don't.
You are probably wondering what I am talking about. Well, let me tell you.
As you all know, about 6 months ago I broke up with my Ex. Yes, I did. We we're going to work things out but nooooooo. He had to f*** things up of course. You tell the one person you think will be there no matter what and have your back, something life changing and extremely touchy and what do they do? They f-ing don't care! That's right so if he didn't care why should I f-ing care about what he's doing now? Yeah, that's right. I shouldn't. Am I right ladies, am I right? Of course I am. lol
Thing is, yeah I wish him well but I don't care if he's dating or talking to some blond who apparently is not his type. That's the part that cracks me up the most. *Sigh* Yep, totally had me laughing. Anyways, that is not the point. The point is that I don't f-ing care! There. Enough said about the topic.
So, moving on to better waters, I can say I'm happy I have made the decision to not care. You want to know why? Because for the first time in a really long time, I think I have found some one worth getting to know and share special moments with. :]
Yes, I know I'm sounding corny but it's so true! Ok, enough mushy-ness. Yes, I know I just made up a word. F-U. lol Just Kidding. I love you guys. Yes, you. Who is reading this blog.
Reality is , I'm over it. I've moved on in the sense that I'm not letting him get to me because that was my problem. He definitely doesn't deserve me showing him how much I care. Not to mention I hate how much I care. It shouldn't be that way. It should be where the nice guy, who knows what he wants, should have that one girls full attention and heart. Of course, our f***ed up world isn't like that. And that my amigos, is reality.

Song of the week: "I Hate Everything About You" by Three Days Grace

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