Some of you may be able to relate to the title of this blog some of you might just be wondering about it. In this particular blog, I'm referring to running out of strength when it comes to fighting for someone you love and basically can't live with out. I've said every single thing I feel to him. I've even begged him and yes that is degrading but I did it. For him. At this point I don't know what to say or do anymore to show him that I need him and that I don't care if he has another child with someone else. I would love that kid as if it were my own. When you love someone, you don't care about things like that. You take them as they are. That's why you love them in the first place. You know the REAL them and you can't be in a world with out them. You remember the way they would make you feel. Like if you were the only one in the world for them. They may think that they are not good enough for you but then again that is why you want them by your side because they bring out the best in you and you make them see that they are not what they think they are. He would always have my support, even if it were on the other side of the world, I would be the one calling up making sure he was ok. At this point, time is running out. He knows how I ended up a few years back when he left making me think he was gone for ever, this time it might end up worse. He promised me he would never leave me again. He has. A deadline is set though. At the end of this month, if I don't hear from him, I will know it will be completely over. And I don' know if I will be able to take it.
A made a project in class, dedicated it to him.
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