In the english dictionary a friend is a person who gives assitance, a person who is on good terms with another, a person who is loyal to another. Why am I speaking about friendship? I'm speaking of it because it is something that means a lot to me when I give it out to those whom I call friends. Sometimes I give my all into a friendship only to feel let down as to how much i get back. Having my best friend so far away from me doesn't help the situation and some who I could talk to on the phone well, they just dont even make the effort. Yeah I've gotten to the point where I just don't even want to text them because I feel like I'll be intruding or bugging. *sigh* Friendship is something that so many have lost and if I could for some of my friends, if I had the money, I would be flying out to them all the time. But yes I am far away from them and there's nothing I can do about it. Yeah I have friends here with me but I'm not always surrounded by them. Especially when I really need them. So when I have a friend mad at me for something I didn't do and have no idea how it happened it makes me feel like I've failed even more in life than I have already. Might as well just delete my self out of their lives like a facebook page. Since apparently alot of people have been doing that recently. Deleting is the new thing. Reality is, those who you think will be there and believe you no matter what for some reason will have some doubt. Yeah I get mad at my friends but in the end I am a friend and I will forgive them no matter what or believe them no matter what because that's what friends do.
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