Sometimes I Wonder...

So, I see all these women who to me are beautiful. They are named the most beautiful women on People's magazines and yeah sometimes I actually wish I looked like them because looking at them hurts. Not saying I'm not a confident person and I don't find guys being interested in me and telling me I'm beautiful but yes everyone or atleast mostly every one, except your usual "full of them selves" individuals who think they are God's gift to earth, think they are not good looking. So when I hear someone who I'm dating say that every woman I think is pretty is not pretty it makes me do a double take on whether I'm extremely ugly or extremely pretty. Which in my case I think the second one is out of the question which leaves me thinking...how do I look to them? Are they just settling for me just because I have things in common with them and I'm cool to be around or is it because I'm actually pretty? Maybe not the hottest girl around because I know I'm not but it would be nice to hear a complament at least once in a while. Kind of remind me why I fell in love with them. Why I should still be in love with them. The reality is that yeah I might have a tough side to me but in the end I AM a girl and a girl likes to be shown that she is special even if it is once in a while. It doesn't have to be roses, chocolate or diamonds. It can be a small detail like a picture framed, or a painting, or a burned CD full of songs that might remind her of him. It's the little things that count.