Red

So, since last months posting, I feel even better than I did then. The crying has definitely minimized to a tear here and there when ever I run into old files or a song that might remind me of "the one who remains nameless". For the most part, I am me again and I have made new friends, gained new experiences and even changed my hair color to red. That last one might not be such a big deal to some but for me not only does it mean my hair is not a virgin any more but that I am a new person and that I am a confident and good looking woman. No I am not being cocky or what ever you want to call it. It is important for women to value them selves before they go looking for the attention of other men. Or women in some cases. Point is, I love my self right now. I might still be a big achy from the beating I had a few months ago but I'm getting there. Hitting the gym every other day, eating healthier, getting my nails done, getting massages and doing my eye brows are just some things that I have made sure to do more often for my self. I want some "ME" time and not just some "HIM" time. Women constantly try to please them and that's when we start to lose value in our selves. As women we should be strong and confident. In every type of situation, not just as a mother role or feminist role but in the role of being ourselves.
Reality is, no matter what role we play, we should always be able to value our selves. Even with red hair.