Monday, March 17, 2014
One more year...Big changes
So, another year has passed and I turned 26. I am slightly over a quarter of a century old but I still feel like that 18 yr old who has so many goals and aspirations. Who always dreamed of making something of herself. I am blessed in so many ways. I thank God for not only allowing me to be alive another year but allowing another year, where I saw my self grow in many ways. I saw my self pull out of a hurtful relationship where I literally gave more than I had only to be put down over and over again; thankfully, I realized that as much as I loved this person, it was just not meant to be and that I am worth a lot more than I was valued in their eyes. I saw my self get out their and get an internship in the film industry which I can proudly saw I was part of a team that brought a film to AMC theaters. I found a full time job that allows me to do what I am passionate about. And last but not least, I found my boyfriend, again. Why again, because 10 years ago I went to this church, met this awkward shy guy just like me and he was the first guy that truly ever made me feel special. We became girl friend and boy friend but it never passed its teenage stage. After a year or so it didn't work out. 10 years later, Facebook happened and he became the guy who healed my heart. Who showed me that I was capable of loving again, who believed in me, made me feel safe and understood me. Who wipes my tears away and most of all, loves me. I am so blessed to call him my boyfriend. I don't know how my heart would be if God had not put him in my path. I had to wait 10 years but those 10 years were worth it. All the suffering I went though these past 10 years are so worth it because I am truly happy now. I am content knowing that someone out there thinks of me and appreciates my love for them. Last year this very date, I was in a horrible place, thinking that I had the most horrible birthday ever but this year, I can say it was the best. And it will get better.
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