So now that my doubts have finally kicked in and have come out to be true for the most part...I am wondering whether I should keep holding on to hope or just give up on him and move on to someone new. Why is it that just when you see things going so well something happens and something comes up? Why does someone knowing they are not ready goes in search of another when because they are not ready they can end up screwing over the other? Wtf is wrong with people these days?? Do they just think about themselves? Do they always have to leave me? Is there something wrong with me because if there is I want to f-ing know!
Now that I got that off my chest...I want to give this a month or two...if no progress is seen and I am feeling worse there is now way I am going to sit around and wait for my heart to be broken once more. I am so tired of feeling like I can't breath or I can't start feeling close to someone before they disappear on me. Reality is...people will always fail me.
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