Have you ever felt like because of certain events in the past, you feel hesitant to do, hear or say certain things in the present? You want to do everything right because you are scared of messing up something so good in your life at the moment and yet you end up messing up anyways in one way or another. Thanks to those who made you feel like you couldn't express your self with out feeling regretful right after opening up and being vulnerable. You feel so happy at how things are going you start saying things with out thinking and because of someone's stupid reply to you months ago you become defensive and emotional.
Emotional scarring can actually be worse than a physical scar after all. I know exactly who to thank for that. Truth is, I'm really trying to be open but I am scared as hell to keep being open.
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